Hey there,
Like I've expected... 2015 sucks already.
This was how i started the 1st draft of this post, but whatever I typed after that line were honestly quite impulsive and harsh, such that I decided to delete the entire chunk and pretend all that anger never existed. To those kind people who know why life sucks so badly for me right now, thank you so much for the comforting words and encouragement. I will hang in there for Feb, and hopefully it will be the end of my misery.
Because the past month had been really unbearable, every thing pleasant that occurred seemed to be magnified and played a huge part in keeping me going. When I feel like I can take this shit no more, I plugged myself in to Ed Sheeren's "Photograph" and look back at those happy moments, and I feel contented with my situation and don't feel as pathetic anymore.
I think for the month of Jan, the pictures below held meanings of a whole new level to me.
These smiles aren't just a facade, but they cannot deny the existence of misery.
Like I've expected... 2015 sucks already.
This was how i started the 1st draft of this post, but whatever I typed after that line were honestly quite impulsive and harsh, such that I decided to delete the entire chunk and pretend all that anger never existed. To those kind people who know why life sucks so badly for me right now, thank you so much for the comforting words and encouragement. I will hang in there for Feb, and hopefully it will be the end of my misery.
Because the past month had been really unbearable, every thing pleasant that occurred seemed to be magnified and played a huge part in keeping me going. When I feel like I can take this shit no more, I plugged myself in to Ed Sheeren's "Photograph" and look back at those happy moments, and I feel contented with my situation and don't feel as pathetic anymore.
I think for the month of Jan, the pictures below held meanings of a whole new level to me.
These smiles aren't just a facade, but they cannot deny the existence of misery.
(Most photos are unedited because.. I'm lazy. HAHAHA)